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September 11 台湾-你家老娘喊你回家国庆60国庆将至,倍感佳节喜庆。遂提前数日,洗漱干净,清扫长久未更新的小小博客,以此表达对祖国60大寿的欢腾之心,雀跃之意。望吾之中华,国泰民安,繁荣昌盛。留此纪念。
January 11 林志炫离人 林志炫 词: 厉曼婷 曲: 何家文 银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯 悬在绒绒的天上 你的心事三三俩俩蓝蓝 停在我幽幽心上 你说情到深处人怎能不孤独 爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚 我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅 离人放逐到边界 彷佛走入第五个季节 昼夜乱了和谐 潮泛任性涨退 字典里没春天 离人挥霍著眼泪 回避还在眼前的离别 你不敢想明天 我不肯说再见 有人说一次告别 天上就会有颗星又熄灭 October 19 一路平安你独自站在街角 脸上的伤痕没消 你哭着对我微笑 这画面像一把刀 我跪着向天祈祷 给我勇气面对一切 好不好 我却懦弱地让你转身走掉 错过你 一切已不再重要 放手去爱 不要逃 爱不是想要得到就能得到 谁赢谁输已不再重要 能痛痛快快一场就好 放手去爱 不要逃 一辈子能有几次机会寻找 有多少辛苦值得去炫耀 能看你一生幸福到老 这样就好~ October 02 再回首记得2006年9月的时候写过一个远景表。。。或者计划。。又或者只是个想法。。如下。。。。anyway..... 2年过去了,很快。。。。想看看自己完成了什么
2006 年 9月24日
ScheduleI thought I will not come back here again. But I guess GOD always want his people to embrace the opposite. Anyway, there is no point to regret or to compliant the reality. As human, we need to face it and try to establish a bargain situation here, although, one will never be on the same status with GOD. Human is human . God is God. Anyways, I think I need to come back to my point here. I have established a schedule for myself this year to do a number of things and hope I can finish them in time. Today is Sept. 23,2006 and wish one year later when I look back, I can complete those things listed below:
1. CFA level I 完成
2. CFA level II 进行中
3. MA degree (8 courses+ Essay) 完成
4. Nova Scotia Driver's Licence 完成
6. TA 完成
7. Trading 亏本大出血
8. Live happily 进行中
9. Go to NewYork again 为完成
Those are the things I want to accomplish. Let's see what will happen. 2年来,唯一很上面不同的是工作了1年半。。。。当初刚找到工作的时候觉得特别兴奋,庆幸自己这样的人都能找到工作混饭吃。。。。如今嫌弃工作这个不好,那个不行。。。。在忙忙碌碌中居然还把以为注定fail的CFA I 过了。。。。但是兴奋感一点没有。。。(可能股票亏钱了)。。。
2年前sz还在哈里,天天过的就是你欺骗欺骗我。。我欺骗欺骗你的日子。。。感情却与日俱增。。。。现在他一个人在风萧萧在多伦多街头扛靶子!偶尔也去看他一下,看他撅着屁股。。爬过走道来机场接我。。。觉得那段时间还是那么难忘。。。
2年前我们大学毕业,大家真是像电视里放的那样,做鸟兽状散去。。。。天南地北。 。。。听说cP干起老本行行骗了(能骗到人就是企业家)。。。。还听说那小子也登记了。。。哈哈哈(无语) 。。。XBB 一会飞这里。。。。一会飞那里。。。。一会又去北京。。。天南地北都飘过了。。。。干脆去航空公司上班好了。。。人家还是不会拖欠工资的。。。。兵哥哥也听说去赚美国纳税人的钱了。。。。希望兵哥一切都好!
2年前一喝酒就跳舞的青云哥说要回去干一番事业。。。。现在事业越做越大了,天天比鸡起得早,比鸡睡得晚。。。。大哥,要注重一下精子质量!!现在没有免检了。。。。。
无意之中接到一个电话。。。。。夏天和他(前)女人分手了。。。房子家具婚期什么都弄好了。。。。真是造化弄人啊。。。希望他一切都好。
2年后的我。。。又到了一个转折点。。。。我现在知道我要什么了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我要健康!我觉得我不健康!
祝大家(所有(1991-2008期间)曾经一起战斗过的或者一起逃跑过的兄弟们)一切都好 !!!
2008年10月2日
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April 20 French Senator Told the Truth on Tibet and OlympicsThere is an French senator who is talking about the Olympics and Tibet issue, I find this is very fair :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLTm0xrG-v4&eurl=http://www.anti-cnn.com/
Host:Here, Mr. Melenchon, on this issue, I find that you hold an opinion very distinctive compared to the other. We said that we should not humiliate the Chinese people and it is meaningless to act like this.
Melencho: yes, right. This is only my personal opinion. I find it pitiful. If we did not want china to hold the Olympic Games, we should not have allowed Peking to be one of the candidates. Nor should we have given them the right to host the games. I observe that all of this occurred after the recent events in Tibet, so who exactly intends to protest against or criticize Beijing. Each time the Olympic Games took place, we protested against the hot country.
Host: but we can at least say that china is not a model in terms of human rights.
Melenchon: It is obvious that they do not have the same vision as we do. I noticed that there were also protests against the Olympic Games in US, and in Moscow too. We can talk about it later. If we want to protest today, that must be under the idea that I agree with Dalai Lama’s claims concerning Tibet. For me, we should see it clearly and stop being so naive. It is unbelievable to see certain French people, who are arguing terribly about the separation of the church and the state, and in the same time agree to transform a religion into state in Tibet. I will talk it through . Here is one of my fundamental positions: The rights are universal. However, we can’t ask for universal rights and then find it normal to see theocracy in Tibet.
Host : the theocracy means the government is led by the church.
Melenchon: I am not talking about the person (dalai Lama) nor his religion . I respect the religions, for example. The monks in France. But I do not agree that France be governed by them. And it is what some people find normal concerning Tibet. They can even accept some absurdity saying that China invaded Tibet. It’s absolutely wrong ! it was an event inside the Chinese revolution. We can always not approve this. The intervention of Chinese army was due to the fact that the Tibetan feudal lords refused to abolish the serfdom. What the communists did is discussable, but I approve them in this case. Still we are not going to tell all the absurd stuff on the Chinese people. They see and they hear all this…as “ Hey, listen, Concerning the Olympic games , we have decided that it is normal that a quarter of Chinese territory get away from the Chinese authority”. There is not a single country in the world who recognizes Tibet as a state.
Host: Tibet I not claiming its independence.
Melenchon: on these subjects, you know how it happens as I do. It is not a simple affair about an association or a NGO , There are interests related to the international stability Neither did Kosovo demand any independence, but it ended like this, with a US military base. So do not pretend to be naive. And to say that no geopolitical or geostrategic issues are behind this, people are manipulated.
Host: does it means that you feel we are asking the athletes to respect the Olympic spirit and do what they politicians did not do, because after all everybody went to China before included the presidential candidate Segolene Royal . and at that time, human rights were talked about in a very “gentle” way.
Melenchon: Yes, all this is kind of hypocrite. Today there is no candidate who does not talk about china at election. Because it's a powerful country and you have to talk with them and now the NGO are protesting.
Host: the Reporters Sans Frontieres
Melenchon: the Reporters Sans Frontieres is an organization which is rather ideologically involved.
Host: it means?
Melenchon: It means they function around those targets appointed by the American conservatives.
Host: Menard is directly influenced by the conservatives?
Melenchon: Ideologically yes. They work always around those gargets appointed by American conservatives. For example they are against Venezuela. In a word, we know his ideological attitude. He’s not neutral at all.
Host: he does not simply defend the human rights.
Melenchon: I think he defends the human rights as many people , but he does it in certain conditions and not in others. We never see him protest against the illegal torture in the US , or when the prisoners of Guantanamo had no lawyer. Let’s leave him aside. Further your question I want to aim the hypocrisy of the situation. If we protest, why not protest in front of the headquarters of Airbus or Areva ? They signed the contracts with the Peoples Republic of China. I’ll tell you what I think. There is an anti Chinese racism behind all this. We put forward the events in Tibet and we forget to mention that those incidents started with Han businessmen massacred, bludgeoned n the streets. Go to the website Arret Sur Image, you will find the reportage which proves these facts. And we just consider it as nothing? Listen, do you find it normal that after what happened in France, the Chinese ambassador who represents the 1.4 billion Chinese people in Frnace and who arrived the March 8th, is always unable to deliver his letter of credit to the President of the Republic of France.
Host: In parallel, we boycotted the Olympic games of Moscow because the soviets have invaded Afghanistan and we created then Al-quida. But in the future the Tibetans will not become any international terrorists . It's not the same
Melenchon: Terrorism and religious oppression are both detestable, either internationally or national. I do not agree that monks govern Tibet and I say it clearly. Let me remind you about the Olympic games of Moscow : it was necessary to boycott the games because the red army attacked the communist Afghanistan government. This is already an old story , but we can still learn the lessons. In order to fight the communism , we supported all the mess ! We armed the Taliban and man Al-Qaida at the period. Do you think the result is glorious? Since then should we rush blindly into any religion claims without any doubts? I do not say we should approve the violent repression.
Host: so what should we do ? We should at least give some pressure concerning the human rights in China. How should we do ? Should we say . “Continue to beat people and put them in jail” there is a certain number of Chinese defender of human rights who have been arrested , interviewed and put in jail.
Melenchon: we agree on this. We can already gain some more credibility if there are not always two different criterions. If we show the same indignation against, what I mentioned, the legalized torture in the US, the death penalty and the secret prisons, All these do not seem to move any people. So at first we are not credible when talking to Chinese people if our indignation is not always shown at the same side. Secondly we could be more credible if we address directly to Chinese authorities. Our president our prime minister should address to the president of the PRC. Who has a name by the way, not as generally as “ The Chinese people”. His name is Hu jingtao, the prime minister is Wen jiabao. We can send them our questions. Now we do not even receive the Chinese ambassador, we do not even accept his letter of credit. I find this attitude of disregard is really unacceptable.
Host: Gordon Brown said he is not going for the inauguration ceremony.
Melenchon: Then he is still going for the closing one, isn’t it hypocrisy ?
End/
March 30 回做梦周日,睡了一天。。。梦了一天。。梦见自己和拍档执行公务,从横四海般的抢火都没有擦到一根汗毛。。。特别紧张。。路上的警车追逐声把我弄醒了。。。醒来发现自己再只有一张床的房间里。。。看着房门口,不认识了。。。几乎一阵失去了记忆。。。感觉好可怕。。也很好笑。。。
最近有点精神恍惚。。。有点抓不住自己。。。太不应该了。 March 26 sth makes me happy?i know there are sth .....sth good,bad....too much choices ...makes u busy on making thoughts...just thoughts......one day followed by another......thankfully, u are 60 .....congrats for retirement ....cherish life ....the end.....
wutz the point? no point .....
March 15 忍我发现其实什么事情都是忍耐和等待。 等待出生,等待说话,等待上学,等待上大学,等待工作,等待赚钱,等待爱情,等待结婚生子,等待到最后一日。如果没有忍耐,谁也等待不了。挺悲惨 。
人生如梦,梦如人生。。。大家都想做好梦,大梦,小梦,春梦,噩梦,不痛不痒的梦。。。。而且没有醒来的一天。。。
anyway, what the hell am I thinking ...got to take a shit and shit out everything ...
Peace ~~ December 26 读书笔记 二
《说谎者的扑克牌》,作者刘易斯曾经受雇于索罗门驰骋风云的80年代, 从公司的实习生,一直成长到年交易量可以达到4000万美元利润的“债券销售员”。 这一切,是在短短的3年时间完成的。他见证了索罗门如何从盛极一时到走向衰退的并被华尔街无情的巨浪腐蚀和吞没。做证券,特别是做股票,债券的从业人员,最长用的忽悠客户和忽悠自己的口头禅是:“这次和上次不一样。“ 然后搬出种种数据,种种图案来试图证明自己忽悠的有所道理。在用别人的钱赚钱的时候,所谓的套利,无非是混淆视听模糊概念的噱头。 听上去说是无风险交易。而客户无时无刻不承担着高空走钢丝的风险。 可是为什么华尔街还是如此兴盛,如此鬼魅呢?索罗门的总裁施特劳斯曾经喝醉酒高唱道, 顾客总是不张记性的。 于是乎,债券市场的法则,也就变成了“货物出门,概不退货“。 拉丁语称为:买者当心。
其实大部分投资银行的客户,都是机构投资人。 这些机构投资人也是从普通老百姓那里忽悠来的钱。巨额亏损的惩罚是换一个公司上班,同样在华尔街,同样在30楼以上的办公室。如果哪次抓阄被他博到一把,那他就发了。 所以华尔街没有输家,输的是根本无法计算的普通民众。学会计的人都知道。分摊到众多人当中。几百亿的亏损算什么。每个人亏300块算什么, 可是集合起来这些数字就非常惊人。 这次次债风波, 美林最近就花掉了70亿的亏损,UBS花了100亿亏损,花旗花了近50亿亏损,BS被收购,高盛9月份光对冲基金一项就亏损40亿。 80年代的一幕,现在又重复了一遍。当作者刘易斯由于经验不足卖给一个白痴100万债券致使对方亏损一夜之间亏损6万美元的时候,交易师们是这样嘲笑他的:你的这次表现,再次证明了,有些人生来就是当客户的命。
to be continued ... December 25 快了圣诞读书夜读书笔记 一
萨缪尔约翰逊说/把自己变成野兽/也就摆脱了做人的痛苦/
华尔街已经被证券淹没了/ 在这金融放纵的时代/投资银行家一直是个矛盾的集合体/投资银行顾新职员/希望他们比别人更精明/更能干/简单的说/更像交易师/可是/如果你去问一个老成的交易师/他会告诉你最成功的操作源于超越传统的智慧/好的交易师喜欢走险着/令人遗憾的是/我们这个群体喜欢循规蹈矩。80年代的索罗门说/知要你相信/那么就放手去干吧/如果失手了/你也就完蛋了。
曾经有个交易师这样说过/做交易时/我从不会沾沾自喜/沾沾自喜之后必然丧魂落魄/做事有定力方可长久/我问他成功的秘诀/他说/假如周围都是瞎子/哪怕只有一只眼睛的人也能作老大/最绝的/他交给我一个辨别真伪的办法/知者不言言者不知。
股市大师格雷厄姆说过/数学工具越复杂越深奥/得出的结论越不准确可靠/微积分/高等代数的使用只能说明一个警示/说明交易师已经开始用理论来取代经验了。
to be continued... November 17 星期陆---村长家要饭去。。。每天工作12个小时,或者以上,累得跟屎一样。。特此留下一笔,聊以纪念。
ps: 来几张浙江jb和江苏jb得结婚照。照照自己。。
黄董加油。。快马加鞭阿。。
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